hope

I've just finished watching a HK drama series - 识法代言人

When I first started chasing after every episode, I secretly wish that I can finish watching the whole series quickly. I'd watch one esp after another with enthusiasm.

But now, after all the efforts, I am gald to announce that I have come to the end of this drama.
But somehow, ironically, I just feel a teeny bit of disappointment.

I often get this kind of disappointment especially when it comes to good books or good movies or good drama series. There seems to be a kind of emptiness within me when I come to the end of the stories. Is it because there is no more continunity of the story? I think so.

We always need something to look forward to. Something that gives us hope.

It reminds me of my serving as a worship leader.
When I first started, I am so on 'fire'. I want to serve as often as possible.
But after many episodes of serving, I feel like I'm coming to the end of the story.
But the truth is no, there's a continuity. And in fact, that's that that makes me tired.
What I lack is hope and passion. With these, I'm sure I can do better.