I so feel like Moses!

I am so excited that I HAVE TO share this with you!
God has been so wonderful and amazing!

Throughout the years, God has been telling me my revival begins with the Word.
I know that clearly. But somehow, I lack discipline to read bible every day. And nowadays, I decide to re-read my bible starting from Genesis. And as I move forth to Exodus, amazing things happen!
I feel like I am the female Moses in this century!

You know, Exodus begins with Moses and the burning bush. It talks about how God wants to use Moses even though Moses feel so inadequate. I was feeling like Moses too, very inadequate in serving Him. Then God sent Pastor Hock Chye to pray for me during a prayer meet.
He says "God wants to use you!"
I said "AMEN!"
And I thank God that He gave me opportunities to lead worship in GDOP, One Love Awakening, Youth Sunday, and now I can even serve in Korea! Remember Junhui hoped the youths will all have a burning-bush experience.
And, God, I had it!

Then when I reading about Moses leading the Israelites out of Egypt, the Israelites complained about no food, no water, and even blamed Moses. And all Moses did was to obey God! How unfair is this? And you know what! God made me experience this just 2 days ago!

There is this Module Preference Exercise in NUS, which you can get your modules for free, if they allow. I missed this totally in my Year 1, so I told myself that I will not miss it for the rest of my years! For people who know, it is a torture to miss this, because you will have to "fight" a "war" against hundreds of people for every module without that.

So this year, I waited for my friend to confirm with me a module, since she said she wants to take it with me. So, I reminded her many times before the dateline and she said she will get back to me. BUT when I accessed the exercise on Wed night, to my utmost horror, I dropped my jaw when I saw "NOTE: Module Preference Exercise is closed." I was like "GOD!!! WHY!" Then I was reminded that my friend might have missed the dateline too. But (aw!) she did it already, and she forgottened to tell me. I was so devastated! I was asking God, why did He place me in this situation when all I did was to be nice?! Why did I have to face this just before I'm going Korea? I was on the verge of breaking down and nothing can seem to applease me.

Then I heard a voice calling me to praise Him. "God, are you kidding me?" I was reading a book titled "Extravagant worship", I stopped at the story of David. When all the kings decide to stir a war against him, instead of gathering his armies, he used praise as weapon! So I began to praise and sing to Him, but it was really the Spirit in me that was singing, it was very hard for me to ignore what is in front of me. But I really thank God because I really never have any misgiving against my friend. If not, that would have broken out friendship.

So, the next day. I was still very upset, but God sent me a very timely and apt online devotion. After I read, I was like "Oh God! What are you doing to my life?" The devotion was titled "How God builds your faith: difficulties" (attached below). I was so comforted by God because I know He clearly understands!

He is turning my sorrow into joy!
He is turning my dissapointment into hope!
It's a 180 degree emotional flip!

I am so excited about what God is doing in my life now!
I can really experience what Moses was feeling then.
How exciting it is to walk with the Lord, in both good and bad times.

I want to encourage all of you, when you feel that u're deeply rooted in the bottom of the deepest pit, God can fire you up like a firework, making you sing explosive praise to Him.

Thank you, Lord! =)

O God, Why??!!

O God! Why?!?!?!




Please be my deliverer in times of agony
Please take all my disappointment away
Please help me see a glimpse of hope in darkness



I will praise you in all of my days, be it good or bad.
Lord, Your grace will be sufficient for me.

I trust.
totally.

Always by Kirk Franklin

Artist: Kirk Franklin
Title: Always
Album: The Rebirth Of Kirk Franklin



[Verse 1]
You know I’ve had some lonely days
I’ve made mistakes and had to pay
I’ve had some friends that walked away
Just like mama told me

But there’s someone whose love is real
Who cares about the way I feel
Every pain, and erase every stain
There’s peace when I call out your name

[Chorus 1]
Jesus, You’re my everything
The cross, You did that just for me
So whatever You take me through
I promise you
I’ll spend my always with you

[Verse 2]
No one can touch my heart like You
Or make me smile the way You do
I finally found someone who
Who really, truly loves me

And when my strength has come and gone
Your life in me it makes me strong
Your hand is where my heart belongs
You took all my pain and erased every stain

[Chorus 1]
[Chorus 2]
Jesus, my whole life has changed
Since that day I cried Your name
For every time You’ve brought me through
I promise You
I’ll spend my always with You

Did He say He’ll never leave you?
Did He promise He’ll never forsake you?
How many of you believe that in here?
Let me hear you (Ohhhhhhhh oohhhhhh ohhh)
He won’t let you down, right? (Ohhhhhh ohhhhh)
He’ll catch every tear
So if you know He can be your Father and He cares for you
Come on and stand on your feet and help me praise Him in here

[Chorus 1]
[Chorus 2]
[Chorus 1]
[Chorus 2]

My Farmtown

Look at my farmtown!
It's so beautiful right!
I purposely plant it that way, but I didn't know it can be so nice. =)



It's a man, on his knees, bringing his heart to the cross.

loving Him MORE

As I was worshipping during yesterday's prayer meet, I knew I got to love God MORE!

When you really really love someone...
- You'll smile sillyly at the thought of him
- You'll sacrifice all your time just to meet him
- You'll go an extra mile even though he didn't ask for it
- You'll be reminded of him, no matter what you see
- You'll have this uncontrollable urge to hug him tightly
- You'll always call on him at the peak & rockbottom of your mood
- etc.

Some people say,
when you're in love with your boyfriend/girlfriend, it's something like how much God loves you.
And you should love God back in the same way.

I feel that God loves us SOOOOOOO much MORE!!!
Beyond how much our partner loves us,
beyond how much our friends love us,
beyond how much our parents love us.
When God first create Adam,
He knew that Adam will sin,
He knew that His son, Jesus, must die for our sins.
Yet God still chosed to love us and give us life.

I love God!
I love Jesus!
I love Holy Spirit!
BUT I wanna love Him MORE!!!

I want to love God beyond my love for anything in the world!
More than my parents
More than my friends
More than my boyfriend
More than my teens & youths
More than my servings
More than my potato & Calbee
More than chocolate
More than money
More than my life.

What say U for wedding dinner?

okie.
wedding dinners are so boring.
wad's up with the craze about sharkfin, abalone and how many buddha jump over the wall?

The old 'C' girls and I always talk about the unique dinner we can have. I think we were a bit feverish about Chicken Rice then.
This is our 8-course wedding dinner menu! Ta ta!

Magnificent Chicken Rice Dinner @ Blk3 Basketball Court

Cold dish combination

(Chicken Rice Chilli, dark sauce & Cucumber)

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Chicken Soup garnished with chopped parsley

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Steamed xiao bai cai with superior soya sauce

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Crisp Roast Chicken enhanced with Fried Garlic & Fragrant Leaves

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Tender Steamed Chicken in Lotus Leaf

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Roasted & Steamed Yuan Yang Chicken Heads

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Fragant Chicken Rice in Chicken Breast Bone

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Sweetened Raw Cucumber

Junming and I came up with another one.
We shall make all our guests eat our favourite food!
Orange & Potato!

Potatorange Banquet Suite Menu

Red Potato Salad with Orange Sauce

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Potato in the Shape of Chicken with Orange Cubes

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Cheesy Broccoli (I shall cook that personally!)

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Fried Potato Rice in Orange Skin

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Potato Wine with a slice of orange

But we couldn't think of any more idea.

So we'll settle for a 5-course dinner instead. =)

So which one do you prefer?

haha!

It's a new beginning!

Guess what I brought back with after E^3 camp and prayer meet yesterday!

It's a NEW LIFE!

I'm so excited about my new life now!
I guess it's gonna be so different.

Have you ever got this feeling that no matter how hard you strive to seek God, you still remain stagnant?
You heard Him and felt Him in worship and prayers, but still after that, nothing seems to change?
That was what I felt!

But you know, the key to breakthrough is to truly repent of my sins and be determined to plant myself in the Word of God!
Now, I feel so different! And I am different!

I am springing forth like a bunny on springs!
Happily bouncing around in the garden His Spirit surrounds.
What is this joy bursting out of me?
It's so overwhelmingly consuming me.

I love this NEW LIFE!